Thursday, December 17, 2009
{ Thursday, December 17, 2009 }
& yeah , it`s been 3 days since i got fired , and i`m happy about it .
Enough of waking up early :D
The amount of faces you have ; uncountable.
This said of love that it sometimes goes, sometimes flies ; runs with one , walks gravely with another ; turns a third into ice , and sets a fourth in a flame : it wounds one , another it kills : like lightning it begins and ends in the same moment : it makes that fort yield at night which it besieged but in the morning ; for there is no force able to resist it.
Never try to define love ; Once defined love is confined.
Once confined ; It dies.
I don`t know why the sudden randomness in this topic but it feels good to let everything out case the only way i can express my feelings are through words.
Though it seems complicating i know there are some who can understand these phrases.
Love is an emotion experienced by many and enjoyed by few.
How many times have you cheated my feelings? , how many times i`ve stayed up late at night not being able to sleep ?
Yes i may seem happy but that is just to show you guys i`m fine cause i`m in this alone , ii dont want anyone else to go down with me. I`m strong i know i am , it`s just i can show it when i`m alone. Its like i dont even make an effort to try when i`m alone , i let myself sit one side and cry , and then watch myself hurt again .
How many times must i watch myself getting judged for my past mistakes ?
Everyone beggs for second chances so why can`t i get mine too ? It`s an unfair game where i can never be the winner , and it`s so unfair.
You never noticed me , but you always notice the one who never cares.
You always ignore the ones who adore you and adore the ones who ignore you .
You complained and stated its time to love the ones who`ve always been there , i don`t see you following those words ? How about the amount of shit i`ve done while u were gg through ur misery ?
When you were in hospital ? , you never thought of that did you ? , didn`t think so .
Why would you even care ? You`ve got so many other friends , losing one also would never make a diffrence , but all i can say is , everything i did , no girl would ever do it for you , i was true , you couldn`t care less.
Going under ,
driving you , i`m falling forever ; got to breakthrough.
Go on and scream ; SharenCAUR!.
Nights.
The amount of faces you have ; uncountable.